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ʀᴀɪᴅᴏᴜ ᴋᴜᴢᴜɴᴏʜᴀ xɪᴠ ([personal profile] the_fourteenth) wrote2034-06-12 11:11 pm
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CHARACTER NAME Raidou Kuzunoha XIV
CIVILIAN NAME Johei Narumi
TEAM Everlight
HOUSING NUMBER 001
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[personal profile] eyescar 2025-07-03 03:36 pm (UTC)(link)
choso is taking nanami away today
so i’m gonna miss his birthday
and they’re taking their rings off so

whatever i guess
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[personal profile] eyescar 2025-07-03 03:47 pm (UTC)(link)
yeah
and choso told me today.
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[personal profile] eyescar 2025-07-03 04:16 pm (UTC)(link)
i don’t know. choso didn’t say anything about what day they’d be back.
just they’d be gone for a few days.

nanami deserves a good birthday
i know that’s fair. i GET IT. it’s what he wants to do.
it’s just.


[ Why not warn him beforehand? Why take the rings off? Why make it sound like it was deliberate, in some way, to upset him? It makes him feel so sick and uncomfortable — like he’s done something wrong. Like they’re mad at him, or… worse.]

this is the first time that nanami has been around for his birthday.
i wanted to do something special too.
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[personal profile] eyescar 2025-07-03 04:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The problem right now is that Yuji doesn’t want to be rational. He doesn’t want it to make sense. He’s hurt and he’s upset and it feels targeted - even if he knows it wasn’t. Neither Choso nor Nanami would deliberately hurt him.

But that’s not the point. ]


it’ll be too late then
it’s fine. i already said it’s whatever to choso.
it doesn’t even matter. nanami probably doesn’t want to celebrate it


[ Not with him anyway. ]
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[personal profile] eyescar 2025-07-03 05:56 pm (UTC)(link)
i KNOW they care about me
i don't know why i'm so upset.


[ There are so many reasons why, aren't there? Being given the news last minute - either because they didn't want him to know or because they didn't think he'd care enough to celebrate Nanami's birthday. They didn't tell him. It's the first time he can celebrate Nanami's birthday, and he's not been allowed to be part of it. Why? Because he's a child?

Seventeen is older than fifteen, but in the eyes of Nanami and Choso it probably doesn't matter.

Any other time, Yuji wouldn't have cared, but with all of it at once, alongside the nightmare of June and his own self-loathing and guilt coming to the surface, he can't shake it off the way he normally would. ]


and then choso was a jerk and brought up how he did stuff with megumi's dad
so maybe he's gonna do stuff with nanami too
so maybe they're hiding that from me or whatever


it doesn't matter. i'm gonna go to the sim room.
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[personal profile] eyescar 2025-07-03 07:14 pm (UTC)(link)
so i'm overreacting because of everything that's happened.

[ It makes sense. He's not mad about it, necessarily, but he is frustrated and hurt. ]

yeah.
but i don't think i'd be good company right now.
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[personal profile] eyescar 2025-07-03 07:23 pm (UTC)(link)
i'll just work on his present or something

[ Do something to take his mind of the sad parts and focus on the good parts. Which is hard, but... He feels so fragile right now. They left their rings behind - what if something happens? A rift? He has no idea where they're going. ]

sorry
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[personal profile] eyescar 2025-07-03 07:50 pm (UTC)(link)
i remember
thanks
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[personal profile] eyescar 2025-07-03 08:10 pm (UTC)(link)
[ A few hours later - ]

can i sleep in your room
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[personal profile] eyescar 2025-07-03 08:17 pm (UTC)(link)
what stuff do you need done?
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[personal profile] eyescar 2025-07-03 08:22 pm (UTC)(link)
if some of the photos are lost i have spares
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[personal profile] eyescar 2025-07-03 08:42 pm (UTC)(link)
sure. i'll print them again for you

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