i KNOW they care about me i don't know why i'm so upset.
[ There are so many reasons why, aren't there? Being given the news last minute - either because they didn't want him to know or because they didn't think he'd care enough to celebrate Nanami's birthday. They didn't tell him. It's the first time he can celebrate Nanami's birthday, and he's not been allowed to be part of it. Why? Because he's a child?
Seventeen is older than fifteen, but in the eyes of Nanami and Choso it probably doesn't matter.
Any other time, Yuji wouldn't have cared, but with all of it at once, alongside the nightmare of June and his own self-loathing and guilt coming to the surface, he can't shake it off the way he normally would. ]
and then choso was a jerk and brought up how he did stuff with megumi's dad so maybe he's gonna do stuff with nanami too so maybe they're hiding that from me or whatever
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i don't know why i'm so upset.
[ There are so many reasons why, aren't there? Being given the news last minute - either because they didn't want him to know or because they didn't think he'd care enough to celebrate Nanami's birthday. They didn't tell him. It's the first time he can celebrate Nanami's birthday, and he's not been allowed to be part of it. Why? Because he's a child?
Seventeen is older than fifteen, but in the eyes of Nanami and Choso it probably doesn't matter.
Any other time, Yuji wouldn't have cared, but with all of it at once, alongside the nightmare of June and his own self-loathing and guilt coming to the surface, he can't shake it off the way he normally would. ]
and then choso was a jerk and brought up how he did stuff with megumi's dad
so maybe he's gonna do stuff with nanami too
so maybe they're hiding that from me or whatever
it doesn't matter. i'm gonna go to the sim room.